Dear You! At an early part of growing old You are judging yourself really hard.

I invite You to something else. Einstein said -: Our main problem cannot be solved on the same level

as where they arose"!

    Judging Yourself is Your minds activity. And the mind that isn´t anchored in being - anchored in that

what is deeper, different, something else than the mind, is in its own nature destructive.

    The mind anchored in this deeper dimension will often be quite, just rest, and it will also be a beautiful 

tool for this deeper dimension.

    The un-anchored mind has so many expressions out from wich two is always there in one or another

form - fear and lack.

     Your judgning yourself now seems to be based on lack. "This and that didn´t happen in my life. I am

not an evaluable person to myself because this and that didn´t happen, and now it is too late....."!

    You are invited to STOP all activity of the mind. Watch it from a place of inner stillness. Watch and be

still. Your mind will not solve Your pain because your mind neither can nor want to solve Your pain.

To keep you in pain is like food for the mind.

    In your deeper dimension you are free from this pain, already now. In your deeper dimension you have

all clarity you need to look straight through the illussions of the mind.

    Right now is winter, cold and snow in our country. I suggest you to take a look at snow-flakes,

both in nature and at pictures you can find at internet. There is no two snow-flakes that are identical,

each one is different. Each one just IS - shining in sun-shine, lighting up the landscape when its dark,

constantly emanating a breath-taking beauty visible to us when we take a break from our minds. This 

is the nature and the beauty of LIFE ITSELF! When the noise of the mind isn´t there you can see it,

sense it, feel it, hear it....And you will also see that life is ONE WHOLENESS. Now go even deeper inside

and open up to sense, see, feel your own essence. Can You see that the beauty of the snow-flake - its

perfect individuality inside ONENESS, its shining in sunshine, its lightening up the landscape....is

as well about you, about the essence of who you are?!

    Let all mind activity take a rest, stay in this peacefulness, this pause from the mindcreated

stress, as long as possible. You are loved, you are beautiful, you are held by life not out from what you

perform and what happened in your life. You are held, loved, your uniqueness is seen because you

exist, because you ARE, because you are part of , belong to the ONE HOLY LIFE!

    This is both big and miraculous and at the same time the most natural.

    You are warmly invited to smile at the minds pain-creating noise, realize this is NOT who

you are in Your deeper nature.

     You are so warmly invited to know by your own experience your own deeper dimension, the truer

truth about yourself, to hold on to your connection, your clear experience of it, to the extent so 

you cannot stop yourself from smiling - smiling at the illussions of the mind, smiling because of the JOY 

that is part of your essence and that don´t need an outer reason, smiling because inside you

is a silent bliss free of all that what the mind tries to convince you about!

                         LOVE & LIGHT, PEACE INSIDE, JOY OF LIVING

                                                                       & SILENT BLISS!

                                                                                            RANI